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| 10:42pm 16/09/2007 |
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music: Pencey Prep-Heartbreak In Stereo
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I've been going down wrestling memory lane this weekend. Paul and I decided to watch the entire 5 hour story of The Undertaker! Woo. And then we watched my old favorite Mick! (God i love Mick Foley so much) and some Hardy Boyz too. I'd forgotten how much i love wrestling, especially when it's over violent! I like it when there's thumbtaks and barbed wire and 2by4's on fire! That's the type I love!!
I'd also forgotten how slashy it is as well (stupid of me, i know-what with all the sweating and the grunting and the groping) so i think i must go and find some wrestling slash....
In other, boring, news I went to the Doctor about the whole 'Not being able to get any help from Red House' and she's going to sort me out with some one on one therapy. I really hope it works |
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| After Two Years.... |
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| 08:19pm 09/09/2007 |
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I'M GOING TO SEE MSI!!!!
FINALLY!
its been a fuckin long time coming but they're finally making their way over here!!
WOO!! |
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| GAH. |
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| 04:00pm 05/09/2007 |
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Went to the psychotherapist thing yesterday and she told me that my problems are too deep rooted and could take three to four years to get to the bottom of and sort out.
Then she said she can't help me because they don't offer that kind of help.
So i'm back to square one. Again. She wants me to get better coping mechanisms (ok...i've been self harming since i was 10. Thats over half my life, i don't see it as a problem. i dont want a different coping mechanism!) She wants me to get out of the house more. She wants me to face my past. But won't help me?! How much sense does that not make?!
In other news, apparently Gerard married Lyn-Z. If its true well then...its true. I've been an MCR fan for 5 years and an MSI fan for 3 years and its weird when the two people i find attractive get together! heh. its odd! I cant say anything about it being quick because my dad proposed to my mum after a week and they're still together 27 years later. And i moved in with my fiance after a couple of weeks and its two years later.
My fiance met Lyn-Z and said she was lovely, really friendly and posed for pics and kisses with him.
Aside from that-because the fandom is getting to me a little bit, its a bit too much-nothings been happening. i'm still off work. i'm trying to write more but i'm not doing to well. I'm trying to lose weight, but not doing well either.
i want to finish my sleeve tat but NO MONEY!
On the plus side, my little nephew is coming this weekend. And i cant wait to see him.
The end.
Oh, got the latest season of CSI. Grissom... i love thee. i dedicate this post to you! |
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| 05:35pm 24/08/2007 |
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mood: angry music: Dresden Dolls.
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I was watching a little bit of the coverage of the Kerrang! awards and Enter Bloody Shikari (i hate, hate, hate them) and MCR were up for four awards each. Someone interviewed Enter Shikari and asked about MCR not 'turning up' and they said, and i quote,
'We were all ready to fight them but they couldn't be bothered to turn up'
Not having anything to do with doing a bloody great tour then? Eh? They could have forgotten about that for one night to travel all the way to london to pick up one measly award from a magazine that seems to only bum the shitty bands.
Annnnd....rant over.
Isn't it funny how a good rant about the small things makes you feel a little bit better (until you remember the big things)
Ooh, i've never realised how much Corey Taylor likes the boytouching...mmm Corey...
OH and i forgot....NEW SERIES OF THE IT CROWD! Amazing! Just brilliant! |
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| First post in a while... |
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| 03:52am 14/08/2007 |
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Hmm...i don't tend to post a lot. Seeing as i'm only on here for the fandoms, but its 3.50 in the morning and i felt like writing.
i cant sleep. as usual. The depression's pretty normal with that, i stay up at night. sleep in the day. stay up at night. round and round in circles.
i wish i didnt, because then my fiance comes home from working all day-and i'll have only just woken up, and i'll be all groggy and not very good.
i suppose i'm not very good to be with at all. i just want to sit and watch tv. or read. or sleep. And i dont mean to just want to. its just the way i am.
gah. i really dont want to be into the self pity thing. at all.
I've been writing again, which is good. Unfortunatley its all disjointed and bits and pieces. No full stories. Got one where Mikeys dead and Frank wont believe it. And there's another where Gerard is a priest and Frank is a violent nasty (yet very sexy) man. I dont think its anything worth posting, but hey, its kept me going!
Pauls only just got round to starting The Deathly Hallows and i'm DESPERATE to talk about what happens and i CANT! but seeing as i've been able to keep my mouth shut for this long...well thats pretty good.
*Le sigh* i dont actually know why i'm still blabbing on. i'm told its good for the soul. Stupid soul.
Loving the FRERARD guys. Keep it going.
They're coming over here later in the year and i cant afford to go! I cant fucking believe it. And MSI are coming too-i will beg borrow and steal to see them. i've seen MCR three times but MSI come round once in a blue moon and will be a hell of a lot cheeper than MCR (plus i'm planning on hanging around backstage at the MEN arena in the hopes of meeting MCR). I missed seeing 80's Matchbox a couple of weeks ago too (although i have seen them once). This not being able to work thing is SHITE.
I need to see MSI and MCR! i neeeeed it.
i also need to sleep. BUT I FUCKING CANT! |
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| 11:38am 21/03/2006 |
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mood: sick music: Panic! At The Disco
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Hokaaaaaaaaay, well i was ill all last week. Fun. But then me and ma Baby went to see Roooowan and although i was iller than ever it wa' fun. Aside from the cat. And the fuckin coach journy on the way back which i WILL demand my money back from.
But anyway i WON AT LOTR TRIVIAL PERSUIT!! ahhh....feels good to win...dont it....DONT IT!!
Er, last week was horrendus, the bleach i'd used in my hair caused it to fall out in clumps so there was no other option but to shave my head. I look like a fucking action man! Its hideous. I think i cried for like a day.
Found out that me, rowan and Paul cant keep the house that Paul and I are living in now because our landlords a wanker. So we'll have to look elsewhere.
And i still dont have a job.
So i am Jobless, Hairless and soon to be Homeless. Fun eh?
It just hit me the other day that i met the boosh!
Got the MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE dvd yesterday and did my happy dance amist the millions of 14 year old girls who were also buying it! i am so happy!
Er....Death Note....ah yes, Death Note...I HAVE READ 3 and i NEED 4!!
And thats it.
BUYYYEEE!! |
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| BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN..... |
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| 10:03pm 08/01/2006 |
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mood: happy music: Puppy Dog's Snails (TEMBLD)
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......FUCKING ROCKS!!
as i knew it would. i am so happy in my cowboy boots! |
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| This is Interesting |
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| 10:17pm 05/01/2006 |
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mood: geeky music: Midfielding
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i got boxers that say 'HORN IF YOU'RE HONKY!'
only people who know the 99p challenge will understand how happy i am!!! |
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| Wellll....stuff... |
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| 09:59pm 08/12/2005 |
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mood: busy music: A Heavy Night With....Relaxed Muscle
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Hmm....thought i should update....whats been happening, what HAS been happening....
i went to see The Eighties Matchbox B-Line Disaster on Monday! They fucking rocked!! AMAZING!! Got a free poster and a t-shirt. Ooooooh cool.
I met my boyfriends parents last weekend. They liked me for some reason! YAY!
I have a job at ticketmaster. Hopefully it'll be ok.
I am hungry.
I go bye now.
BYE! |
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| 12:31am 25/11/2005 |
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mood: aggravated music: The Birthday Massacre
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Ive been tagged! Bloody Rowan....!
20 years ago I was: 1...probably drooling...
15 years ago I was: 6. Nothing good happened.
10 years ago I was: 11. I dont remember anything below this age.
1 year ago I was: 20 years old, engaged, and getting my manics tattoo!
Yesterday I was: Getting a job! Then a piercing. Then spent all night curled up with my boyfriend. I was happy. ooh. strange.
5 songs I know all the words to: Stay Beautiful. Yes. The Tundra Rap. Ghost. I never told you what i do for a living.
5 things I would do with a million dollars: Pay my debt. Buy my parents a really nice house in cornwall. Buy all the tattoos i want right now. Open a piercing studio (with leon as the main piercer!) and throw money at random people and watch them kill each other to get to it!
5 places I would run away to: My mind. Gerard Way's bed. Noel Fieldings pants. .... .... i cant write anymore....ive gotten lost in the thoughts of being in Noel's pants....with Noel in them...
5 things I would never wear: Human remains. A sock on my head. That top YOU'RE wearing. An umbrella stand. A Thong.
5 favorite TV shows: BOOSH!!! Lost. Zim. 21 Jump Street. Spaced.
5 bad habits: Being me. Talking to my ex when i should just tell him to GO FUCK HIMSELF. Sucking air through my lip ring. Being me. and being me.
5 biggest joys: Being with my best friend (elloh Rowan!), being with my boyfriend. Getting tattooed. Getting pierced. Listening to good music.
5 fictional characters I would date: Vince. Howard. Hanson. Penhall. Zim!! (ok....Tim!!)
Thank you Rowan you massive gay! |
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| 03:22pm 21/11/2005 |
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mood: lazy music: Mindless Self Indulgence
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Well....i've not been on in aggggges, why you may ask...or not. But yesh, lots of stuffs has happened since i was on.
Went to see MCR. They were fucking amazing! They did a cover of Song 2 which rocked and then GERARD AND FRANKIE KISSED! There was kissing Rowan....KISSING!
Have gained a pretty boyfriend...although i dont know how....i was wearing a tutu and green tights but he seems to like me. Which is cool. So am seeing what happens! woo!
Moved out of mah home into a houseshare with my mate Maz. ive only been here a few days but im settling in well. Everyone is into the same thing. And i have managed to get the ENTIRE house into the BOOSH! woo me!
im going to see the Boosh twice now! woot!!
im also going to see 80's matchbox b-line disaster next month! yay!
I cut my hair really short, shaved a little off the side and dyed it pink. i think it looks pretty cool.
I got my septum pierced....IT HURT! ow...it actually hurt. and now i have a cold...which is not attractive in the slightest.
And i think thart be eeet for nooow. ah theeenk.
Ha...this is the exact same journal thats on my devart page...i are so lazy!! |
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| IM GOING TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! |
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| 11:01am 08/11/2005 |
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Tomorrow night...tomorrow fucking night....oh my god im going to see My Chemical Romance! im so fucking excited...words...cannot....express....
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! |
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| PORKCHOP SANDWICHES!!! |
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| 10:42am 21/10/2005 |
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mood: Feelin weird. music: Mindless Self Indulgence-You'll Rebel To Anything.
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Whelll....i hate work. damn it. but its Friday and mah coosine is visiting me! YAYA! and we go to see Corpse Bride and watch Nathan BArley and Nick Cave...IN A PINK SHIRT!!
Goin to a wedding tomorrow of one of my best mates...so excited!! She's gonna be so happy!!
Ex is still managing to fuck me up, stupid beautiful scottish wanker.
Yay, next week i go fancy dress party at mazziemogui's. I'm gonna go as BRIAN FERRY!...well as Howard as brian ferry. With a stick on magazine chin and blue masking tape eyebrows. And i shall do the hoover dance i shall. Its gonna be teh coolness.
i got a new phone on wednesday. i think im in love with it.
Maaaaa......maaaaa.....mah.....peh......ma.....peh......
Dont breathe like that, it will make you feel funny!
And i go now. |
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| BOOSH TATTOOOOO...WOOOOO!!! |
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| 10:34am 17/10/2005 |
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mood: so so happy music: 80's matchbox b-line disaster
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I HAVE IT! I HAVE IT!! AFTER MONTHS OF WAITING AND PLANNING! I FINALLY HAVE MY BOOSH TATTOO.....AND ITS SO FUCKIN PRETTY!! I LOVE IT!! TOO MANY CAPS...IM NOT SHOUTING AT YOU...I JUST LOVE IT...
i love it. |
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| Once i had a kitten.... |
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| 11:41am 07/10/2005 |
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mood: blah music: Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane over the Sea
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Heehee, today i convinced someone at work that Once i had a kitten...i put him in a bag....and I FLAT HIM OUT. she glared at me for about half an hour then moved away. Ha ha! fun.
Eeee and SQUEE! My Boosh Tattoo is in one week! ONE WEEK!! i cant wait...so excited! im excited Rowan!!
Um...Ive been listening to some good new music recently. I loves my music!!
And that is all. Not much to say cept im happy that im getting people into slash!! or certain slash fandoms (Julian/Noel) and also....i like Gerard/Frankie slash! yay! |
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